Forever, we are young
I may fall down and get hurt
But I still run endlessly towards my dreams
-BTS | Young Forever
It’s not my favorite BTS song but I think it fits right on this post and yes, I will run endlessly in search of that dream. We never stop dreaming even if we age 🙂
So you guys probably have an idea what is this about, FOREVER 28, yes, I just turned 28 last January 19th 😀 and honestly it makes me a little bit sad that I’m nearing 30? That’s why let’s just put it this way and I’m gonna be forever 28 XDDD
No, it’s not that I hate getting 30s but the thought of it makes me a little bit sad. Maybe because I feel like I haven’t really achieve anything in life right now at my age. I am still at point where I am searching on the things I really wanna do in life. You could say I’m a little bit frustrated and kinda pressures me on the stuff that I should really have right now instead of what i am now. Yes, there goes marriage, family, investments and etc that usually at my age already have or prepared but I have none and currently in a situation where I can’t commit on doing those things because I’m my family’s breadwinner.
But life must go on right? I’m kinda trying and do things one step at a time. With caution and considerations because I can’t all out. For now, I’m kinda okay and happy with what I have. I still overthink stuff but does not make me depress anymore.
I’m not expecting anything now that I’m 28. Come what may they said and be prepared to face it. I didn’t celebrate my birthday like something grand by the way. I’m at this point that I don’t wanna celebrate it but greetings and gifts are okay XD I only spent that “special day” sleeping, playing games, watched random stuff on net and eat 🙂 My mom prepared a little. She cooked my ever favorite food Shu Mai and I’m good with that 🙂
But the fam in the company prepared something special as well and I’m kinda surprised 🙂 They know me well 🙂
Y’all they gave me the LOVE YOURSELF BTS ALBUM!!! I’m so happy!!! Ahhhh~ anything BTS is love! Thank you guys from the company!! <3
Also, I did bought a gift from myself. Of course, when only you know what you really want, then you have to buy it yourself 😀
Yes! I bought this as a super advance birthday gift for myself. I just can’t miss their 2nd concert here in PH. Will be doing a separate post regarding this 😀 Yay!
2nd thing I bought as a gift for myself is my 2nd ever nendoroid! I’ve been into nendoroids lately. Specially on Haikyuu that I want to collect them so bad. My very first is ofcourse Hinata and I feel like he needs a companion so when I saw a cheap BIB Tsukki Nendo, I knew it was for me so I had to buy him immediately XD
So that’s it! Pretty much a normal special day but I just want to share 🙂
Thanks for reading!